Saturday, December 24, 2016

Letter to Police

Happy Holidays, best wishes and remember you work for people. Banks are not people. Homeless people are people. Please help homeless people find warm safe homes, it is very cold. Don't worry, Mary say's it's OK.



Thank You


Mary E. Ester Esther Tormey

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Fiduciary Abuse and Unnecessary Cruelty to Animals "Research Institute"

At the Lunenfeld-Tanenbaum research institute in Toronto instead of listening to complaints about hate speech and animal cruelty by concerned and hungry Autistic people, who want food that is digestible for them, researchers created "Autistic mice" to abuse for a profit, repeating hate speech about how "Autistic" behavior is wrong, from people who feel so superior they think it is OK to ignore complaints and of abuse supposedly lesser animals and "Nobel savages" just to draw money or fame for themselves. Now gullible journalists are again promoting the idea that feeding people who are already getting sick, more known neurological-toxins and microbial suppressors until they become diabetic or mute because our lives are so worthless to them, they don't mind leaving us homeless and hungry.

Autism is not a behavioral problem, but the normal behavior of people who needs are not met and often exceptional behavior from people who's needs are met. Autism is a normal defense mechanism and we need to be aware of sensitives on both ends of the spectrum or more of the population will develop non-desirable symptoms, like metabolic problems and frustrated behaviors.


Highly cited bull pony poop...
http://www.theglobeandmail.com/technology/science/introverted-mice-reveal-clues-to-large-swath-of-autism-cases/article33343497/

Monday, December 12, 2016

Autism Doesn't Come With a Manual it Comes With Fraud

It comes with a food and medical industry that constantly engage in fiduciary abuse and prevent me from getting what me need. It's sort of like a parent that never gives up. Like a hungry alligator mom, always hunting trying to consume every dime I have. People with Autism are being abused for a profit as part of mainstream practice. As an adult who has a degree in science and worked in a lab 5 semesters I have never in my life been asked to do anything more difficult than trying to meet my basic needs against exploitive agencies making rules against my survival.

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

Freezing Hot Autism

Lately I have been throwing around a theory that everything is descended from a hydrogen atom named Mary. By making atoms into Who's I can ascribe a simple motive to the action of freezing. If freezing is a defense mechanism, it may also occur when temperatures are too high.

Having things just right is important, but with the complexity of human life which is a composite of many many ever changing who's or governments of daughter cells. Much like Doctor Who's time machine, we are larger inside than on the outside, huge surface areas of our body are covered with complex changing alien worlds, that are too small to be seen with the naked eye. Trying to take a microscope and look at every inch of a person's gut to see what they should eat is time consuming and impractical.

The only way to make things just right, is to work for the maximisation of liberty, without expensive barriers such as diagnosis or legal procedures. Just choose both is a good rule of thumb when addressing accommodations, students are not all the same, they will not all serve the same purpose in life, they do not all need the same things, but they all deserve many good choices.

Friday, November 18, 2016

Seclusion Room Makeover

In the past Seclusion rooms have been used to punish children who lose self control when deprived of liberty. In the future seclusion rooms will be used to help kids learn to relax or exercise before they get in trouble. These rooms will need comfortable furnishings, such as pillows stuffed animals and blankets. So I will be working to get the word out about Autistics Are Peaceful's Seclusion Room Makeover event. From now until the end of December we will be asking that people inform schools and donate items to schools. I hope to make 2017 the year of the seclusion room makeover and show pictures.

Please help, even just sharing this could save a child's life


Thank you



Mary E. Ester Esther Tormey

Thursday, November 17, 2016

Letter For Liebig Labs

May I please help you learn about the redshift and how Liebig labs have slandered many lifeforms to cover up the fact that they just haven't had time to learn as much about life as God has?

The use of Sodium Fluoride in water as a neurological mutagen has become unnecessary. Sodium Chloride ions work better in the nervous system, because they are lower voltage and don't require excessive insolation, or damage the blood brain barrier.

Understanding vectors electrochemistry and how forces work as a population we can map trade winds and benefit from space travel. Being dishonest about fluoride hinders progress by wasting many different kinds of resources.

I have aduio sensitive seizures and get sick from consuming most of the food available. I find it frustrating to have to have someone to take me to foodbanks, where I see people with serious metabolic problems eating too much preserved food.

They spend a very large amount of money dening me food that is suitable for my body. I would like that money so I can meet my basic needs and work on my research as I did before I got railroaded and damaged by forced "medical care".

Thank you,




Mary E. Ester Esther Tormey.

Monday, October 17, 2016

The OSHA Murders

I have emailed OSHA but they are not responding to my complaints about an environmental hazard that kills children. At first it seemed to be just a silly mistake having people aware of backing trucks might have seemed like a good idea, but with time the idea proved dangerous. Workers were often deaf to the sound will children were driven out of their homes crying and running in fear. They are not wandering they are being abused and denied sleep to the point of death. Let us remember those who have died. Let us speak out about injustice and let us choose a lower pitched back up noise old men can hear. People tend to become deaf to higher pitched sounds as they get older, because high pitched noises can damage the ear. Low pitched sounds do not travel as far through air because the lower wavelength experiences more resistance in air.

http://autismmemorial.blogspot.com/

Thursday, September 29, 2016

Idaho Power Harassing Victims Of Their Fiduciary Abuse

Idaho power collects money that they claim is for the poor. That money is not being used to help the poor, instead they are inflating costs and paying people to pressure disabled people into starving so the electric company can have just a little bit more money. I have been receiving harassing phone calls from Idaho power. This is not on my phone, my disability check is not enough to even cover basic necessities like a phone. Instead of having the dignity I enjoyed, before I was kidnapped as part of a fiduciary scam, that turned me into a powerless victim of many other fiduciary abuse scams. Strange how Health and Welfare had over $40,000 just lieing around to give away, to the hospital that ruined me physically and physiologically, without me passing any sort of means test or requesting any service beyond, the restoration of my rights.

Now all of a sudden they want me to apply for grants just to starve with far less food stamps than I actually need. I can't personally afford to heat my home to 50 degrees on what I actually get. This is an obvious violation of my rights because I never had to apply for these things as a taxpayer the primary purpose of these applications is to humiliate me and violate my privacy. I have already proven my disability, if I am asked to do anything beyond that, it is an unnecessary waste of funding. I am entitled to full support and it is far less expensive to give me full support, than it is to re-hospitalize me for poverty related conditions. I do not control my finances, so I serve no purpose in applying for things myself. This is done solely to traumatize and harass me, I can't even sign a readable signature any more.

They called from 800-760-0860. Feel free to call Idaho Power especially if you have donated to Lend A Hand or some other scam charity, that claims to somehow help the poor, by artificially inflating energy costs, with special funding to cover out of control energy bills instead of supporting infrastructure that would keep energy costs reasonable.

Friday, September 2, 2016

Smokers Should Let Everyone Use The Food Bank

They pay someone to help me access services in the community, but I am starting to wonder if there are services that are safely accessible for me. Smokers insist on blocking entry to most any place you go and food banks don't even bother put up signs. Are they trying to kill of the poor or something? Tobacco isn't that bad, but they put additives in cigarettes to make them cheaper and more addictive, much like they put in the food. The autoimmune reaction, seems to be the same one I get if I try to eat food bank food. I have been told it is corn, and that is what they told my grandpa as well, but there seems to be something more to it, because the reactions can be for things that are not recognisable as corn at all.

My neck hurts this morning and I've been vomiting a bit. I think it's allergy season which is actually a good thing, because my left gland brakes my neck (degenerative disk disease) when my right gland fails to swell.

I think it would be far more polite if smokers could just smoke privately somewhere, instead of making the needy look bad by flaunting cigarettes in front of the food bank. I would also like to see products labeled much better. The chemistry teachers told classes not to eat the reagents every year, because they where not safe to eat. The food grade version of the reagents, we did experiments with are still not perfectly safe and labeled vaguely if at all.

Monday, August 22, 2016

Activist Challenges ISU Science Students

Education gives can give you a lot of useful tools, but the real challenge is putting these tools to use in the real world. What good is the pythigorithium theorem if you can't apply it to real world problems? We know A squared plus B squared equals C squared, but how wide would a doorway actually have to be to get Gary Kerness through? Leave the classroom and pull out your tape measure solve the problems in the community.

How would you make a doorway wider? Could you saw out a few beams and replace the supports from a doorway? Are there places where you can avoid having a door and make things accessible instead? Have you looked a statistics on muscular dystrophy multiple sclerosis and other mobility limiting conditions, could it happen to you?

This is a more difficult problem. Will we all be forced to solve over 500 metabolic equations simultaneously as our food becomes filled with a greater variety mutagens, neurotoxins, hormonal and metabolic, disruptors or can we instead benefit from harnessing the power chemistry to turn this waste into useful products we don't have to eat?

Caloric starvation has become rare, but an increasing number of people suffer nutrient starvation due to lack of fresh foods. Green plants once thrived on roadsides, but we failed to maintain them and instead focused blindly on genocide rather than management. We carelessly killed off entire species of birds with habitat destruction and blamed domestic cats. We didn't just destroy food baring plants, we neglected our duties as caretakers of the land.

Food banks, can easily provide plenty of high calorie preserved foods, but the preservatives affect the digestive process. Children are slandered, punished and left hungry in schools because we often fail to recognize the symptoms of gut swelling and distress. Marketers advertise treatments that cover the problem with drugs that compromise the bodies natural immune responses to the same poisons that keep food fresh and delicious. This is not preservation it's wasteful misuse of both building materials and food.

Reagents are not for eating, they are for learning and building. We have the equations and computers to test new products without even touching them. Let us regain our natural good fortune with sustainable old fashioned gardening, so we can regain our liberty to explore and learn about the world as free individuals, without being forced to meet the demands of some profit driven vain machine.

You may never get that good job you've been dreaming of, and even if you do it is unlikely to meet your youthful expectations. The future is not always predictable, but the scientific method can bring us close enough to the truth for practical purposes.

Thank You

Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Brain Scans

This is very similar to the hate speech about phrenology coming out of Nazi Germany. I'm even less happy as a nobel prize winning squid about the way "medical professionals" have treated me and wasted funding. Squids are smart they have big nerves and also probably disliked being mistreated in the name of science, but there is the added insult of doing such poor work at the expense of children.
This research is nothing more than hate speech if you refuse to recognise our basic needs or our skills. Why am I being thrown away like trash instead of included in this research as a researcher? I have both a degree in science and lab work experience. I even got 25 cent raises at North Idaho College as a prep room assistant. Is it because they are working against our best interests when they knew about the mutagens my parents were exposed to before I was born? Is it because I denounce poor logic and refuse to follow doctrine I have personally proven false? Is it because I ask for and demand accountability and say over what happens to my body? How many of the people working on these scans could possibly have as much experience as I have? I studied evolutionary theory, game theory, religious theory, and mythology even as a toddler. I saw my brother regress right before my eyes after we both received what they claimed was a polio vaccine. I have been the victim of many medical experiments. Not only that I was subjected to cruel and unusual punishments for my disability. They blamed me for my incontinence and told my parents fair tails about how I was "testing my limits or acting out for attention. They destroyed my family, as they came up with abusive test and tried to force me to comply with assignments, that were extremely painful due to my disabilities. I can't even get good records of a medical rape, where they would have very likely seen the damage done to my digestive system and bladder. I was 10, I had been on antibiotics for years and they told me the other children would continue to bully me often with the encouragement of grown ups who should have known better unless I stop wetting myself. I felt this was my only hope of ever being treated humanely, I did not have a choice. I was referred to any fully consented to experimental an allergy vaccine signing a document saying I had tried every available option. They lied in a document telling me, I had "the right to discontinue treatment" at any time. They started out kidnaping me and making false claims to make a case against me. I was both physically and psychologically abused. I could not afford to keep paying for the kidnaping, they were hurting me and stealing my money. I needed enough money to support my recovery and research. I was concerned that in a worst case scenario, I would run out of money by 28 and I needed to find a job, that paid enough to live. I did not plan on collecting disability, but they forced me to take a minty blue pill that did serious long term damage to my sensory system. I am still struggling to meet my basic needs, well enough to continue my research into subatomic particles. Using congruent figure I have discovered "who's" much like the "who's" horton discovered. My systematic processes are still unstable.


Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Some Disabilities Cost More Than Others

Too many people think knowing disabled people makes them knowledgeable about all disabilities. This is not just his, this is my cause and the cause of many who have died because people think they know everything because they met a few people or took a class and have a right to make a living at our expense will we die on the street. My life has been saved more times than I can count by the concerned people of this loving community, it would cost less to just extend this kindness to everyone before they cry pee all over themselves and end up hospitalized like I did. Have you seen Alan Stokes Autism Rest? You can't deny that a lot of us are dying, of something. This is not wondering it is inadequate housing and accommodations. My basic living expenses cost at least twice what I get on disability. I have a degree in science, I never thought I would grow up, having to get by on my looks or personality, I've been told both are distinctive in unflattering ways. Some disabled people have basic needs beyond their disability benefits and it is not reasonable to expect all to apply for grants and go out and beg every time we need an appliance or have an emergency or want a place to sleep or food that won't make us sick. This is not a matter of there not being enough money either, it's fiduciary abuse. Backfoot South billed health and welfare over $40,000 to get me out of the way, ten years ago, when I was a taxpayer. They told me they didn't even have enough funding to buy safe food. My parents had to bring in food for me. If my incontinence and digestive problems are a "mental illness" then why did they have to cut open my abdomen when I was 10?

Housing Greed at Our Expence

HUD expects landlords to make special accommodations for all their greedy fiduciary abuse scams and poorly thought out rules, but nothing is being done to protect the rights of disabled people. We are being inflated right out of our homes and being left to starve with increasingly inadequate funding. When rights cost money, the deprivation of money is a deprivation of those rights. Every added cost is a lost right and we are quickly losing ground to inflation.

Thursday, August 4, 2016

Open Letter to Power Companies

Please be aware of the sound sensitive population and do not harass people with alarms or deny them grants due to disability. This is unnecessary

Thank you.

Please share this with your local power company.

Sunday, July 31, 2016

Arnaldo Needs a Sensory Safe Space!

A sensory safe space is an important safety feature, that help Autistic have a place to go when their sensory system malfunction. A sensory safe place should block out aversive stimulus and provide a comfortable recovery environment. I recommend weighted blankets, stuffed animals and soft things for young children, with technology included for older children who can use a computer or device to block unpleasant stimulus.

A lot of people wonder why a police man shot black behavioral therapist lying down with his hands up.
First of all he was illegally denied necessary accommodations for his disability. A sensory safe space is an important accommodation for any person with sensory disorder. You can rent a house for less than the cost of an ABA therapist, so money is no excuse. Second ABA conditioning was a system of reward and punishment. Punishment has already proven traumatic and disabling, even if adults don't recognize it as being punishment.

A safe habitat is a basic need that should be supported first, before therapy. ABA in an unsafe situation further ingrains fear.

A form of ABA therapy used on an individual with at least a full high school and qualifications to enter a police training program, led a trained professional to be so afraid of getting shot, he shot a therapist, over a truck!



Video shows black behavioral therapist lying down with his hands up before police shot him
http://www.abajournal.com/news/article/video_shows_black_behavioral_therapist_lying_down_with_his_hands_up_before/

Examples of untimely deaths, many of these deaths could have been prevented with sensory safe spaces.
http://autismmemorial.blogspot.com/

Thursday, July 28, 2016

Don't be Divided Over Deffinitions

Now we have the non-agreed upon definition conflict again. Xe's condition is probably not exactly the same as yours or your child's Xe, is not lying. Xe meets the criteria for DSM 5 Autism. Please don't fall for the divisive definitions. We all have sore nerves, over the way we have been slandered and targeted with fiduciary abuse. Expect defensive behavior, from our allies. Don't get sucked into and argument and forgive even the worst insults. People are rightfully hurt and upset "personal attacks" are nothing more than meaningless blind defence. Do not take personal attacks personally.

Be open minded about the way things are defined. Cure can have good connotations, but try to explicitly define what needs to be cured and recognize the bodily autonomy of all individuals and their right to make choices, you may not find right.

It is important that you have faith in human intentions. The justification for this is evolutionary. Many of us have seen the worst of humanity. Without faith in human intentions, conflicts will hinder the progress many of us desperately need.

Thursday, July 7, 2016

When to Let Me Win

My parents beat me ruthlessly when I was a small child. No matter how I cried, they slipped me Dirty Dora in Hearts, picked off my Chess pieces, guessed my sequence at Master Mind, made their bids in Bridge, and got to home first. I was a child who would win, in a time when a moment was forever. I sorted the cards. I counted the pieces. I covered the floor with little pieces of paper so I could count them visually. I picked the beehives. I climbed the stairway to nowhere. I built a helix. I felt the bark on the trees. I listened to many tiny who's. I can play the games and, calculate the probability. I can learn strategy games, so fast people don't want to play in just a few rounds.

There where little things I could not master, as my head grew large, my body stayed small and fragile. Dealing with the fiduciary abuse of industries, is the fight of my life. They have been misspending money for me on abuse and preventing me from meeting my basic needs. How can you protect a child who was the target of fiduciary abuse, even before the birth of their mother? My life was never rated G. I suffered from horrific crimes paid for with money that was supposed to be for me. My rights where stolen before I was born. I never had rights to be taken away. Who will protect me now? Another doctor commits "suicide" and it's just another day.

Over 90% of the money for me, is spent before I ever see it. My brain demands real food and real place to sleep. I can't afford legal rights and I am emotional and weak. Let me win now. Before poverty and starvation and poisoning, steal my ability to speak.

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Withdraw of Consent

It want to make it very clear that I do not consent to medical treatment and that any need for care is being created through fiduciary abuse and munchousen by the chemical industry.

In 1997, when I was 17 I consented to a medical experiment, that I was mislead into believing was a legitimate study of the safety and effectiveness of the allergy vaccine. We talked with Dr. Strimas who explained how allergies can add up to cause reactions. After years of getting the shots I started having panic attacks and realised that avoidance was effective, will exposure was stressful and made things worse.

I later developed Hashimoto's Thyroiditis after a traumatic instance of medical rape, where I was exposed to allergens against my will in abusive settings, denied safe food, and forced to ingest a dangerous immunosuppressant know as Risperdal. After I was diagnosed with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis I was switched to thyroid medicine and sent to an extremely noisy environment. I later noticed a neck breaking autoimmune reactions to sound, or degenerative disk disease.

I had a heck of a time getting medical records and finding safe placement for someone with my condition. I discovered my doctor had died, right before the allergy vaccine had proven "safe and effective". The obituary said he was in on his way to a meeting, but did not mention how he had died. Rumor it was a suicide, I don't feel the vaccine was safe or effective.

I am fully withdrawing all consent form the study. I do not approve of the methodology and I do not feel the vaccine is safe.

Monday, June 20, 2016

Boundaries Agreement

I will support Mary in taking full physical possession of her body and doing what she feels is necessary to maintain personal health.

I understand that Mary did not choose to spend her childhood sitting in her own urine and feces will doctors and psychologists abused Mary exploiting her for financial gain and slandering her with science doctrine used to promote defective products.

I understand that Mary is fully capable of budgeting and taking care of money, when she has enough to afford what she needs, but is still unable to gain control of what is rightfully hers from the medical/chemical industry.

I understand that Mary's needs are significantly increased by her physical disabilities and I will trust her when she tells me she is being harmed even if I do not understand.

I understand that Mary has education that did not even exist when I was in school, and I will not talk down to Mary by questioning her decisions or treating her like she is in any way less than people who had the physical stamina and ability to write and get better degrees or jobs.

I will avoid worshiping doctors in front of Mary, because I understand that they drugged her raped her and left her sitting in urine and blood, and it is cruel to make Mary relive that traumatic childhood experiences.

I understand that Mary wants to gain more control over her hands and I will try not to pressure Mary any into situation that cause neurological regression.

I will avoid endangering Mary's life by denying sleep or pushing her into environments where she does not feel safe.

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Psychologists Are Stealing Our Lunch Money

Bullying is a big problem for children with Autism. What do you do if your desk beats you up and the psychologists steal your lunch money? This is the reality for children Ehlers Danlos syndrome. The condition affects collagen production making it painful to sit at a desk and difficult to write. People with Ehlers Danlos syndrome bend easily and could benefit from regular physical activity and diets that promote coligon building and the reduction of swelling to compensate. Psychological tests are regularly imposed on these children at public expense. Psychologists have become bullies abusing these children and recommending poisons, will ignoring serious physical issues with their food and environment. This is the worst kind of bullying the child is made to feel their is something wrong with them, when really they are just being starved and physically abused by people who overestimate the value of their "knowledge".

All children deserve more choices of food and how they spend their time. Lack of funding is no excuse, children should come first. Stop paying these ignorant bullies to tell 6 year olds they are behind, get these kids safe food and let them have good choices of suitable activities. Forcing a child to sit still is abuse, let children have active options.

Saturday, June 4, 2016

Our Research

I have found that a significant portion of the research they have done in our name is not accessible to us. Please make this research publicly available to us in the least restrictive environment possible. Many of us are not receiving enough money to cover our basic needs and can not afford to buy a second time, the research that was paid for with our money. Also I feel researchers and fundraisers who have stood up for our rights, are being killed for what they know and want to protect them from harm.

Please make all the research publicly available as soon as possible.

Thank you,

Mary Tormey

I posted this in honor of recently deceased UCLA professor. RIP William S. Klug (Bill Cipher). I hope you inspire many generation to continue your work with genetics, orbital theory, and 3 dimensional modeling.
Concepts in Genetics
https://biologyrules1.files.wordpress.com/2015/03/concepts-of-genetics-w-s-klug-et-al-10th-edition.pdf

Thursday, June 2, 2016

Our Money

I can see there is a lot of funding going out in the name of disabled people. It seems a blank check is written for "healthcare", will our basic needs and rights are ignored.
The Department of Justice appears to be to cover up their negligence in overlooking the many charities and government organisations that fraudulently claim to help people with disabilities, but instead waste money for the disabled, preventing them from meeting basic needs. Such as having a home or paying for electricity. Hospitals are using expensive drugs and service to embezzle money from vulnerable populations, that are being denied their right to live in the least restrictive environment possible. This breach of fiduciary duty, insurance fraud, and abuse of members of a vulnerable populations. The department of justice has living wage employees, yet claims to lack the resources to investigate.


For additional information:
To give you an idea of how money for us is being misspent.
Govt. Spends More on Disability than Food Stamps, Welfare Combined
http://www.breitbart.com/big-government/2013/03/25/govt-spends-more-on-disability-than-food-stamps-and-welfare-combined/

Let me point out that benefits are not adequate, and people are being diagnosed and treated for profit. Many of these people are victims of civil rights violations, who were damaged by Welfare funded drugs. I am an able bodied person who collects a disability after being found "gravely disabled" will being held in a captive environment without legal representation or just cause, and made gravely disabled by a minty blue children's medication, I never consented to take. I have audio sensitive seizures and hashimoto's issues and motor skill problem caused with welfare money, I did not even legally qualify for.
"How Americans Game the $200 Billion-a-Year 'Disability-Industrial Complex'"
http://www.forbes.com/sites/theapothecary/2013/04/08/how-americans-game-the-200-billion-a-year-disability-industrial-complex/#234505ce1f54

A politician who is apparently fails to understand economics, promoting health insurance plans without understanding how this interferes with religious freedom, product choice and the basic right to life. Humans obviously had God given rights to everything they needed well before the invention of money now. Adding money as a barrier to this is a problem no matter who pays. The public funds research and should have access to it, without having to pay for vain marketing or profits.
BERNIE SANDERS ON HEALTHCARE
http://feelthebern.org/bernie-sanders-on-healthcare/

This reminds me of the grade school, I saw how the money was being spent on redundant tests to see if I qualified for services. They wasted a huge amount of money on vague repetitive tests to show, obvious issues with written comunications. Actual servicse provided costed nothing, I gave oral ansewers had extra time on tests and got assistance from other students.
http://atlas.newamerica.org/individuals-disabilities-education-act-cost-impact-local-school-districts

Wednesday, April 20, 2016

Appropriate Boundaries for Adults with Children

Sticking other people with needles is not nice. Making people sit still do busy work and not talk for too long is not nice. It is OK to make people follow rules relating to certain environments. it is not OK to force someone to be in an environment that has rules that prevent them from meeting food needs, bathroom needs, motion needs, social needs, safety needs or other needs. Ask before touching others and avoid forms of contact that are not age appropriate. Only adults may consent to penetration of any form, however peers should not be punished over precocious behaviors as long as both parties consented.

Friday, April 8, 2016

Rocky Mountain Power Using Collection Scam to Exploit the Disabled

It got to the point where I was going to be homeless, if no one payed my electric bill, and I had no access to help because of my disability. Rocky Mountain Power is collecting money for people like me and they have already been paid through donations, but lend a hand is not about helping people, it's about inflating costs. They were not happy just to embezzle money from my father and add on an extra fee, they had to take, this supposed debt to collections and tack on second extra fee. All this, because after the state made me disabled they won't pay even for my necessary expenses. I still need other basic things like a washing machine and food, asking my dad for help just seems wrong he helps me when I fail, but this is not my failure I have done well managing my money and finding a place against impossible odds over the past 10 years I have been fighting the government for my life and I have survived, They are failing to help me and using laws, to force me to pay for things my disability prevents me from having the money to pay for.

Monday, March 28, 2016

What do Studies of the Vaccine Autism Link Prove?

All these studies seem conflicting, but I can come to a conclusion through looking at all of them. If we do not have a clear and agreed upon definition, we are just wasting money doing studies. You can see overwhelming evidence that these studies produced whatever result they were paid to produce. In order for science to move forward we must look at the old things with new eyes. To people now days it would be silly to think you could fit 2 of every animal on a boat because we know of so many animals, yet considering the perspective of an accent man who gained all his knowledge, within walking distance of home, this is very possible.

Let us also note it would be silly, now days to think you could fit every possible harmful microbe, known to man into vaccines. Vaccine science is old, we know more now about our environment and the necessary role played by microbes. We are also starting to understand the importance of population control, microbes control populations by producing sickness when environments become too crowded, without this control entire population could be eradicated, simply by their own success.

Microbial lives matter, even invisible things can have a huge effect on our personal lives. It's the small things that help us digest our food and make our lives possible. We once thought of microbes as disease causing organisms that were out to get us, because harmful microbes are simply more noticeable than the microbes that make our lives possible.

Life changes to adapt to it's environment, when we drastically change environments it changes the microbes living in those environments. The mass marketing of and production of products, not only changes the environment, it also changes microbes and it changes us. Autism is not really any specific change, but a general term used to describe the many different evolutionary solutions to the new problems we create in our blind attempts to solve old problems.

Survival controls the direction of evolution. Evolutionary logic is very specific to the situations experienced by the evolving organism, DNA has history. Everything is designed to take a unique evolutionary place. Be aware of your neurological evolution. Do not argue over matters of taste. Create a situation that makes you comfortable, and don't assume someone is insane or diseased, simply because they like a different environment or fear different things.

Let me conclude this by posting a link to

"Cats scared of Cucumbers Compilation."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_BRp7ezUqbI

Saturday, March 5, 2016

I Am too Disabled to get Help With my Electricity

I am posting these numbers and links, here because I have failed to get adequate disability accommodations, and this caused my power to be shut off for 2 days. I am not concerned with my personal lack of power, because I lacking electricity is not nearly as big a threat as getting hit by a car because I am running away from noise and can't see where I am going. My concern is that I am being denied a grant I qualify for solely based on my sensory disorder and their failure to understand how to accommodate it. In applying for grants I have repeatedly had my life endangered and been forced to sign contracts that endangered my life through deprivation of resources. This is the contact information I was given by the power company on my shut off notice. Please ask nicely that they make these grants accessible to the people who need them most. I have been trying to figure out how to get help, without endangering my life for over a year now, and I have workers to help me, but those with all the living wage employees paid to tell me I should risk my life so the electric company can have just a little bit more money, no one is being paid to insure my safety. It is known that I qualify for this grant assistance because My income is less than $800 a month and the maximum income is $1471 for a single person. I also want to remind people that problem they should be trying to fix is not the lack of power company profits, but the failure of the electric company to provide consistent services to the vulnerable members of the population that need it the most. The solution is not to pay more but to charge less.
I do not know how many lives are being risked by this ridiculous insistence on redundant paperwork and abuse, so I am personally asking the public to help me address this issue.

Thank you,

Mary Tormey

Southeastern Idaho Community Action Agency
208-233-7348

Executive Director
208-232-1114.

Eastern Idaho Community Action Partnership
208-522-5391 1-800-632-4813

Rocky Mountain Power
1-888-221-7070

Idaho Public Utilities Commission
1-800-432-0369

Friday, March 4, 2016

Sensory Disorder, Ask About it to Save Lives

First of all let me thank Alan Stokes for his groundbreaking research in Autism related deaths. Sensory disorder is a condition where people perceive the world differently. In this day and age sensory issues are far more common than people realize. Most people experience minor sensory issues, like using gray noise or music to block out excess sound, getting headache from bright lights, or simply feeling the need to engage in constant motion. The sensory system is used to help people and animals avoid danger. Through natural selection, populations develop awareness of what they need to survive. Feeling pain from sound is a common problem that can be fatal in certain situations. In other situation feeling pain from sound can save your life. Sensitivity to sound is common species that have a lot of natural predators, because it protects them from being eaten. Alan's blog shows tragic fatalities, some that may result from poor environmental planning. The problem of sensory traps, such as playing loud noise near water or busy roads can drive someone into a very dangerous situations.
There is also a huge problem with charities abusing the disabled, because disabilities are confusing and hard to accommodate. Disabled people should be given a basic living allowance large enough to disqualify them from other public assistance, it is redundant and unnecessary to means test disabled people, because they live on a fixed income. Also disabled people take more time and effort. It is ridiculous to pay multiple living wage employees to tell disabled people they should commit suicide, so the electric company can have more money. Also it is extremely expensive to repeatedly hospitalize people who's needs are not being met.
We need to make everyone aware of sensory disorder, so we can protect vulnerable populations. Alan has kept excellent records showing deaths. I am asking everyone to do what they can to raise awareness at businesses charities and other organizations. I recommend being creative right a song, draw a meme or talk to people in places you visit such as charities businesses and public schools.

This link shows the deaths of 15, five year olds some of these deaths could have been prevented, by a better understanding of sensory disorder.
http://autismmemorial.blogspot.com/search/label/05%20Years
http://autismmemorial.blogspot.com/

Monday, February 8, 2016

Please Respect my Religion

Health insurance is religion insurance, people pay to force a bad religion on people with legitimate moral objections. I refuse to believe any religion that:
1 Promotes the idea of making huge profits off human suffering.
2 Promotes the idea that you should try to be saved by having a doctor put an unsanitary medical instrument in your behind.
3 Promotes the idea that it is acceptable to penetrate others without consent as long as you have authority.
4 Promotes the idea of removing rights from victims of medical abuse by creating a publicly available list containing unscientific "mental health" diagnoses.
5 Lets the rich people collect charity in the names of poor people so they can try to "cure" diseases caused by the poverty their exploitation created.

Saturday, January 9, 2016

Get over the guns

Get over the guns. Didn't you notice he wants to document "mentally illness", and add more funding for "mental health". I was diagnosed with a mental illness because I was drugged and raped when I was 10. You can call the drugging dental care and preservatives, and you can call the rape a urethral bypass, but I still suffer. Why are the corporations that raped me, being given money to treat a "mental illness". I have real scares and damages. I need a washing machine, I don't need more painful diarrhea! Even If I never try to buy a gun, my name could go on a publicly available list. If the media continues in their hate speech a list of people with "mental illness" could easily turn into a list of complaining victims to be killed.